/i'll come back and beat you up/

Sun, 06 Mar 2005 03:38:48 GMT

I had the best mother effing time with Whi Chaco and Emily =) Ha, I get there and we decided to watch a movie, and I seen The Grudge and I was like Yesssssssssss! So we watched it, and got effing scraed to death, excpet we had to pause it a few times becuase Emily was scared and couldn't go in there den alone =P So then we watched it, I swore ALOT and said Oh my god/gosh like a million times. I think my earring almost ripped out a couple times too, haha. not gross. So we watched Emily dance to random music, and then watched Mtv and all sorts of stuff til like 1, becuase Kate fell asleep. She sleeps funny =) Oh way, Kates mom wasn't making scary sounds at all, hahaha. So then we woke up, really eearly too, and we took the challenge of making egg sandwich's ;) Imagine that. They turned out really really good, mm. So we got ready for the day. And Kate was like "Katie do you have softball today?" and I did, god fucking damn... becuase she was going to a b-day party, for her cousin. And the "4th of july boys" were going to be there =(( They wewre so awesome, I love that place. So i went home =( But I had soo much funn, I love Kathryn...and how she sleeps. Haaah.

Ps: The "4th of July" boys made a name for me, Random girl, becuase they forgot my name =D Nice, and becuase I'm blonde, most likely? =)

I Love this Song =D

Sun, 06 Mar 2005 00:44:36 GMT

"He Loves U Not"

He loves me, He loves you not.
He loves me, He loves me not.
He loves me, He loves YOU not.
HE LOVES YOU NOT.
Give it your all girl, give it all ya got.
Take your chance at a second hand shot.
Say what you want girl, Do what you do.
He's never going to, going to make it with you.
Pulling petals off a flower trying to get your way.
Keep pulling till' it says what you want it to say.
Girl you can pick a field full of daisies,
But he'd still be my baby.
I know you can hardly wait till I'm away from him.
Instinctively, I know what you're thinking,
You'll be giving him an open invitation,
But my baby won't be taken in.
You can pout your cherry lips,
Try to tempt him with a sweet kiss.
You can flirt your pretty eyes,
He ain’t got his hands tied.
No chains to unlock,
So free to do what he wants.
He's into what he's got.
He loves me, he loves you not.©©©
No matter what you do, he's never going to be with you.
He's into what he's got
He loves me, he loves you not.
You're the kind of girl that is always up for do or dare.
Only want him just because he's there.
Always looking for a new ride,
The grass is greener on the other side.
You're the kind of girl who's not use to hearing no,
All your lovers try to take you where you want to go.
It doesn't matter how hard you try, you're never going to get with my guy.
No chains to unlock,
So free to do what he wants,
He's into what he's got( that's me )
He loves me, He loves you not.
No matter what you do, he is never going to be with you.
He's into what he's got
He loves me, he loves you not.
Doesn't matter what you do, he's never going to be with you.
Give it your all girl, give it all ya got.
You can take your chance at a second hand shot.
Say what you want girl, do what you do.
He's never going to make it with you.
You can pout your cherry lips (yeah)
Try to tempt him with a sweet kiss (sweet kiss)
you can flirt your pretty eyes (pretty eyes)
He ain't got his hands tied.
No chains to unlock,
So free to do what he wants.
He's into what he's got,
He loves me, he loves you not.
No matter what you do, he's never going to be with you.
He is into what he's got,
He loves me, He loves you not....

Mullets...

Wed, 02 Mar 2005 23:46:51 GMT

Stress Free Life? Psshhh, that is very rare now-a-days. Anyways, I had an ass load of homework and I had to miss my pitching class, my Mom was pissed, and my coach will be to, but my Dad was the only cool one, he understood <3 But, my life is so crazzy, and hectic, and fast pace! So I needed to take a breather. Haha, and I have to get glasses, which sucks. Beuase I decided I don't like the ones I'm getting, but dude, I have a plan =) Hmm what else... Oh yeah, I heard there's the boys' last game tomorrow night? Does anybody know? If so, tell me, I want to go.. Thanks&Bye <33

Ps: All the nice boys in my grade&the grade ahead have really been noticing my mullet, haha, I feel like a hair change is in the future.

Mon, 28 Feb 2005 23:33:02 GMT

©©©Ariel&Me had a long chat about working this summer. At Darien Lake, yes Katie Kearney working, haha, should be a kick butt experience <3 But what the hay. I’m up for the cash…

Sat, 26 Feb 2005 15:48:45 GMT

Yesterday was beautiful.

Go to school, and get really bored, but what’s new?

And me in gym, sitting on Kate, singing my life story to Mr. Seward =)

Ah, It’s good to get your feelings out <3 Haha

Come home, and I’m laying around for awhile thinking about Mike..

Is that something you hear everyday?

So then I shower and shave, because I was too sad & depressed to shave.

So I did. And I’m Hot! Haha.

Then I did my hair all nice, for nothing really. I just sat in front of

My mirror in my room, and sang Ashlee Simpson <3

Then I came down, and hung out with my Momma!

And we talked about all the gay drama that Pembroke it holding behind those

Doors. Haha, I love this live journal slash press charges thing <3

Then I sat on the computer, because I have no life, and waited

For someone very very special to get home. I annoyed his brother for those

two Hours I waited… Haha, Love you Andrew =)

He can home, and everything was good. And Katie went to bed somewhat

Happy for the first Time in two days!

Thank you for reading & Bye ©©©

I want to sit in a corner, and cry.

Wed, 23 Feb 2005 23:31:56 GMT

Well, My life seems as if it has gone to complete hell. My gay butted Dad got mad, and I'm doing not good in school. So he threatened to move me to Alexander =( God, I would never want to be a Trojan...And Mike and I are taking a break, I didn't want everyone to know, but it's out and everybody is asking. I STILL LOVE YOU MICHAEL! I did want to die. I almost broke out in tears like a ba-jillion times today...

(I cant live without you
Can't breathe without you I dream about you honestly
~~Tell me that its over~~
Because the world is spinning and I'm still living
It wont be right if were not in it together)

Sun, 20 Feb 2005 00:58:41 GMT

Well Friday, I was supposed to go to Mike's and we were supposed to read long&to be continued books. But since my Dad decided to be all racist agaisn't kids that are bad, I couldn't go. So then I just "slugged" around the rest of the night. <333

Thats all for this post, comment untill next time

Fri, 18 Feb 2005 00:52:15 GMT

I just got my haircut, and I bet you 1 million dollars everyone is going to be like "Ashlee Want-To-Be!" Bitches. Anyways, it looks good.

It's actually rockin' <333

Fri, 18 Feb 2005 00:52:15 GMT

I just got my haircut, and I bet you 1 million dollars everyone is going to be like "Ashlee Want-To-Be!" Bitches. Anyways, it looks good.

It's actually rockin' <333

Thu, 17 Feb 2005 01:35:02 GMT

So Matt, my buddy, told me to update. But there really isn't any thing to update about. But I think I might track Ip's, so that's a warning to the loser who keeps posting anonymous. So, I love My Paris Hilton Perfume that my wonderful boyfriend got me, I Love him. =)

Thats all for this update.

I FINALLY FINALLY FINALLY Got My Computer Back! =D

Sat, 12 Feb 2005 13:31:22 GMT

I take it back, wayy back. I don't hate everybody. Just most people. But it is so good to finally be back on my computer =DDD Thank you Katie, and Jo, and Mike. I love you hun =* But I still am feelin' the Need for a Nati. Katie Day =)

Leave it up y'all <333

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 02:05:41 GMT

Okay things have been so mother-effing hectic. I hate it, I hate it all, the drama, the gossip, the lies. =( I hate my grade. I hate this whole boyfreind thing, and I hate Aim. The couple days I didn't have it, life was so good. I used the phone, where there can be no gossip, well not as mush at least.

Dude, I am so over whelmed, not even funny. =( <333

For Katie =)

Wed, 26 Jan 2005 20:23:07 GMT

So I got an IM from Katie telling me I have to put a link in my livejournal, it keeps her entertained =x <3

Soo, Everything has been going awesome, I haven't had to put up with any sluts. Um Mike and I are really good =D And he is away for the day in Ontario. And he had Jp and Matt watch me to see what I did. <3 Thats fricken awesome. And then we watched Napolean Dynomite in Spanish, Hha, What the flip?! I Love it =) So uh, now we're off to Maurices and Pontillos for a family shop/dinner!

I hope this entertains you ! HAPPY NATIONAL KATIE DAY =)

*I ain’t gon’ lie your kinda hot
You got my attention and it takes a lot
Baby you turn me on
I’m not gon’ letcha lone
All I want to do
Is to get to know you betta
Im’a ghetto girl that can do whateva
Then say it’s all good
C’mon now yes you would*

Sun, 23 Jan 2005 02:26:04 GMT

I watched the walls around me crumble

But it’s not like I won't build them up again

So here your last change for redemption

So take it while it lasts because it will end

And my tears are turning into time I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

I can’t live without you

Can't breathe without you I dream about you honestly

Tell me that it’s over

Because the world is spinning and I'm still living

It wont be right if were not in it together

Tell me that it's over

And ill be the first to go

Don't want to be the last to know

Don't want to be the one to chase you

But at the same time you’re the heart that I call home

I'm always stuck with these emotions

And the more I try to feel the less I'm whole

My tears are turning into time

I've wasted trying to find a reason for goodbye

Wed, 19 Jan 2005 00:27:13 GMT

"Is She The Reason?"

I Thought That This Was Something (Yes)
Promising That One Day
It Would Turn Into Something (Yes)
I Thought The Feelings Were Mutual
And I Didn't Have To Guess
Started Being Skeptical
Always Unavailable
Like You Didn't Know
But Now I'm Feeling Something (Yes)
It's Telling Me This May Not Be The Real Something (Yes)
But You Was Showing Me
Now I'm Ready And You Running
Damn You Got Me Open Now
Feeling Like I'm Choking Now
Where Am I To Go?

I Can't
Believe The Way That You Can Feel My Heart
And I Can't
Believe The Way You Make Me Fall So Hard
Stop Playing
How Could You Let It Go This Far?
If You Had Doubts That I Wasn't The One
And You Said
That You're The Type To Take It Slow
And You Said
Before I Step I'll Let You Know
Stop Playing
Before You Let Me See You With Her
You Could Have Told Me A Change Was Going To Come

Is She The Reason You Don't Call Me Like You Use To?
Fall Through My Hood Like You Use To
Or Put It On Me Hard Like You Use To Do
I Feel In My Mind What's Going On
But My Heart Won't Let Me Go Until I Know
Is She The Reason My Calls Didn't Reach You?
The Deepest Of My Love Couldn't Please You
Or Bring It To Me Home Like You Use To Do
Seeing Her Falling For Your Charm
Got Me Feeling Like I Wasn't Good Enough

See I Know We Not Official (No)
But Us Being Official Ain't Never Been An Issue (No)
It Came Down To Us
Boy Remember We Were Different
We Said That We'd Talk
If We Ever Had Problems About Anything
I Was Cool With No Commitment (Wait)
Let Me Take That Back
It Was You, So I Was With It (See)
Guess I Didn't Get
When You Showed You Didn't Miss It
Not It Seems That Your Interest Ain't Here
And We Ain't The Same

All You Had To Say Was This Ain't What You Want
I Wouldn't Be So Hurt And I Could Just Move On
You Had Me Believing, Everything Was My Fault
But I Can See Now
It's A Situation That I Must Let Go
Cause You Ain't Going To Me A Man And Let Me Know
I Guess Me Seeing You With Her
Says It All

Long Updat-ion

Sun, 16 Jan 2005 19:18:15 GMT

Well, seeing that the Livejournal or Six Apart site is finally back up, I shall update. =) Well I just got back from an ultra long morning of softball. I woke up at 7, after a long night of babysitting. But I got to chat with Mikey for two hours =) Hmm, very nice. Well first we went to Buff State, pitched and drove back to the High school for a 3 hour practice, always enjoyable. So I got hit soo many times in the boobs, I think there’s none left =P Haha, and tomorrow I have to go get my eyebrows waxed, then Ash’s par-tay. =) Then, wonderfully, I get my Abs Lounge, mmm I can see those kick ass abs in the future =) Okay. Well Now I’m going to go watch the Colts Kick Some Patriotic Ass =)

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 20:28:54 GMT

Behind These Hazel Eyes

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything it felt so right
Unbreakable like nothing could go wrong

Now I can’t breathe
No I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on

Here I am
Once again
I’m torn into pieces
Can’t deny it
Can’t pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up deep inside
But you won’t get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright for once in my life
Now all that’s left of me
Is what I pretend to be
So together but so broken up inside

Cause I can’t breathe
No I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Just seeing you it kills me now
No I don’t cry
On the outside anymore

Tue, 11 Jan 2005 20:00:36 GMT

Oh I cant wait to get next to you
Oh I just can't leave you alone
Boy you got me doing things that I would never do
And I cant stop the way I'm feeling' if I wanted to
I'm crazy bout the way you that you could make me say your name
And if I couldn’t have you I would probably go insane cause...
Only you can make me feel.
And only you can take me there.
And only you can make me feel.
And only you can take me there.
Oh I can't wait to get next to you
Oh I just can't leave you alone
Boy you stay inside my mind isn’t no denying' that
And only you could do them things that got me coming' back
Got to be the realest thing that I have ever felt
And I'll do what I got to do to keep you to myself cause..
Only u can make me feel.
And only you can take me there.
And only you can make me feel.
And only you can take me there.
Crazy
’Bout the way you make me feel
I just got to have you
Here and I
Want to let you
Know
I wont ever let you
Go
Only you can make me feel.
And only you can take me there.
And only you can make me feel.
And only you can take me there.
Oh I can't wait to get next to you
Oh I just can't leave you alone...

Katie07Ld

Sun, 09 Jan 2005 12:34:42 GMT

New Screen Name:
Katie07Ld <-- Add it.

this was supposed to be from last night =)

Sat, 08 Jan 2005 17:12:58 GMT

Personally, I think Elba is the best school ever. Tonight was awesome, and Chelsea’s cut was disgusting. Hanging out with Kris was fun, the boys were so gay. <3 poor Tracy. Haha. Tomorrow I might go to Kris’s. But I’m not feeling the best. Right now, and Sunday =( Is going to be a day…I have to go to Buff State for a pitching camp, and I’m so nervous….(mixed feelings)

Well tonight was hell of a fun, one of the best I’ve had in awhile.

My throat hurts from laughing =P

Bye Bye =)!

Lol, Christian was shooting her foul shot, and made it. And I stood up and I was “Whooo! Christian!”

Ryan: “Ah hem, this is Elba’s side =)”

Haha, I felt so stupid <3

Wed, 05 Jan 2005 00:48:15 GMT

Things have been quite hectic lately..But they're all sorted out =) So its fine. But Jimmy is still gay. Nothing seriously great has been going on. So Theres not much to write.

Mike, you are so beautiful.

Let Me Cater To You
Cause Baby This Is Your Day
Do Anything For My Man
Baby You Blow Me Away
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much
More
Anything You Want Just Let Me Cater To You
Inspire Me From The Heart,
Can't Nothing Tear Us Apart
You're All That I Want In A Man;
I Put My Life In Your Hands
I Got Your Slippers, Your Dinner, Your Dessert, And So Much
More
Anything You Want, I Want To Cater To You

Fri, 31 Dec 2004 00:29:46 GMT

Okay, I haven’t “really” updated in awhile. Just like Christmas shizzit =) and stuff. And really nothing has been going on this whole vacation. No parties. And I’ve mainly been hanging out at Elba chick’s houses. And of course, I’ve talked to my Bff on the telephone =) <3 And my live journal looks like complete shit. Also, I miss Mike a lot, a lot, a lot. Hmm =( I just got a positively wonderful response from my Jizzle =D

k rosi e42 6: whore!

AngelBabie00024: SA-LUT!

k rosi e42 6: :-D

Hehe <3 Thanks Jilly. And I just read Katie’s Lj, complete craziness, 20 comments! Whoa, haha. I put in my two ;-) And I’m not updating til’ I go back to school. This entry was a complete waste of time =P Haha, Bye! =)

Wed, 29 Dec 2004 19:25:40 GMT

Ole’ Santa treated me very good this year, I got everything I wanted. Even my boots! J And then my Grandpa took us X/mas shopping and all the black people were complimenting me on them, haha. I loved it <3 I miss everyone at school though.

That’s all for now, tah-tah!

Mon, 27 Dec 2004 00:47:24 GMT

My Christmas was the very best <3

Fri, 24 Dec 2004 16:36:14 GMT

Víspera De la Feliz Navidad <3
(Merry Christmas Eve)

+ A MERRY CHRISTMAS =DDD